Phase one seems an appropriate name, less pressure than chapter one, or anything of a nature that implies I need to make this a habit. I hope to make this a habit but the likelihood is, I like in many other aspects of my life, will eventually forget about this after three months and find something new to occupy my brain. But lets be very real here, half the time I don’t really have anything to occupy me, I spend my time doing nothing.

I hate the question, what have you done this evening, nothing always means nothing for me. I stare at my phone or my TV but I get no result from it.

I should study, take up a hobby, go for a run, ready a book. Anything that could add value to my life I could be doing, but I am not.

I am not sure when I stopped doing things, but as I have been dating for the last few month its dawned on me that I do sweet FA. For anyone who doesn’t know what that means, it means f**k all.