Phase two. Several days after phase one I have decided to hit the keys again and produce something of note. Today's thought is really of connection, how we feel drawn to people and things to find meaning and purpose. I have often felt left out, floating out heavily rooted in one place. Maybe feeling a little lonely, and definitely disconnected. Today though I saw a friend I bonded with years ago, a person I remember feeling so identical too, even though we could not be more different. I cant help but think about us, how it feels like we are reflections of each other, maybe even we are each other but in different timelines. I cant find the right words for it honestly, but its something that I am so truly curious about. 

We have an age gap of a few years, we are of different race, born different genders, but we have are born days apart, yes in different years, but both on a Thursday, with a Sagittarius sun and Virgo moon, original favourite colours were purple. We met and felt like we had know each other forever, it feels like our souls are of the same matter. We came from the same place, maybe they were a past lover, a past self, but either or, this is not our first life together of that I am certain.

Its weird to say that when I see them so infrequently. We have very little contact, yet when we finally meet, its like catching up is the easiest thing to do, we go at different places but its like we've done this before because I can anticipate whats happened. I am never truly surprised.

For someone who has always felt invisible, seeing them, helps me feel seen.